More Than Thankful (by Ryan Bahler)

More Than Thankful

Words are not enough to thank the amount of people who helped Amanda and I, and what it means to us that you all would give, love, serve and support us through the most difficult time of our lives. I am amazed by all of you, from the ones who would just text a simple but meaningful "I love you", to everyone who sent wonderful flowers and cards, to everyone who encouraged us, gave us advise, and lifted us up with kind words and scripture, to everyone who was diligently praying for us, to everyone who prepared and delivered us delicious meals, to everyone who donated their hard earned money to help us with all the medical bills, and to all who were there for Amanda in many ways, while she fought through the battle of cancer.

Through the battle, I hope you all know how much you helped her fight and stay strong, even though it seemed she was a natural at it and did it with such grace. She didn't do it alone, it was our Lord and Savior who shined so brightly through her and all the glory is given to Him. I can't imagine how we could have gone through that fight without all of you and our God, who was always there to help us and guide us through it all.

Then came the day Amanda left us all to be with our Lord in heaven. Losing her is beyond difficult, beyond words, beyond...

I am thankful that The Lord has her now, that she is free of this world, and she is rejoicing in heaven. I am thankful for the staff of University Fellowship, for what you stand for, the love you give us, and all you've done to help us. I am thankful for all my family, friends, the body of the church, to everyone who have helped and are continuing to help me get through this. Most of all I thank you Lord, you know my heart and I will always follow you!

Finally, I thank you all who helped with Amanda's Memorial Service! Once again I am amazed by all of you who came together and helped create a beautiful memorial service that celebrated Amanda's life and glorified God. Many people made this happen including Amanda's family, a lot of friends, UFC, and many volunteers. You all worked so hard through a difficult time and I thank you from the bottom of my heart and appreciate all that you've done. I am also thankful to all of you who came, for all the kind, wise and loving words and support, for the wonderful cards and flowers, and to all who donated to us or to Amanda's favorite charity. I am so thankful and overwhelmed wondering how I can repay you all, but I thank the wise words of a friend, "You'll know when it's time and who to help and when it comes just pay it forward to those in need."

I love you all and God Bless,

Ryan Bahler